Wishing

I'm really wishing I'd made this blog anonymous all those years ago. Or never told family members I had it. Or something. I'm a big fan of total honesty, full disclosure, etc, etc. But sometimes you just can't let it all out for fear of hurting some people. I'm not really angry with anyone right now, possibly only because I finally slept for more than two hours in a row. I'm not even hurt by the actions of this person. More resigned. More wishing they could just let go. What's the point? I understand what the theoretical point it. What the "right" thing to do is. I also understand that the Church would quite possible say to run away and when the Pope feels that way...well I tend to listen. Except on issues of gay marriage and abortion.

Damn this is difficult.

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